The moment Fire becomes Light. It has no duration and cannot be described from inside it, so it can only be named from before and after, by what produces it and what it produces. Everything else is downstream.
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This entry has one subject, and it is not the Wheel, not the anguish, not the terror, and not the Light.
It is the moment between. The twinkling of an eye in which Fire finds its Mother soft and becomes white and clear.
Everything before that moment is the Wheel turning. Everything after is the second cycle generating in Joy. The moment itself cannot be extended, approached by degrees, or entered gradually, which is why every account of it is an account of its two sides.
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THE SEQUENCE THAT ARRIVES HERE
The Sourness, the first quality, IS hunger. Not something that has hunger. Substance that is hunger, very dry, as a vacuum, as nothing at all. There is no Sourness standing apart from its longing, and the Ground of all Things is the longing of the Ground.
The hunger attracts, continually, and the attracting makes Bitterness, the second quality, which is the woe that the hunger cannot be satisfied. The Bitterness does not lament. The lamenting is the quality.
From that comes Anguish, the third quality, where the Will is rubbed in itself from the lust of the desiring, as Steel and Flint striking. Harshness contracts. Bitterness rises against the contraction and finds no exit. Their opposition turns the Wheel, and the Wheel has no destination. Harshness cannot endure the Wheel, so it attracts harder, which makes more contraction, more Bitterness, more Anguish. The Wheel is the positive feedback of torment, and it is self-sustaining, which is the whole of what hell means in this account.
Then, from the Wheel's own maximum, the Flash. Not from outside. From the Bitterness flying up very swiftly, at maximum intensity and maximum motion, comes the fourth quality: the twinkling Flash of Fire that proceeds when Steel strikes Flint. Böhme's verb is exact. The Will becomes a twinkling Flash. Not produces, not generates. Becomes.
Jakob Böhme, the Aurora, 1612
[See DARK FIRE · THE MATRIX]
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THE TWO TERRORS
The Flash does not simply appear and change everything. The Flash and the Harshness meet, and the meeting runs two distinct terrors in sequence. The sequence is the mechanism.
First terror. The Harshness perceives the Flash, starts, and sinks back as if dead and overcome. The contraction that has been contracting from eternity perceives what its own Wheel generated, and is terrified. It does not soften itself and it cannot soften itself. Böhme is explicit that this is the source of the first Principle, which without the Light of God cannot be otherwise, neither can it change or alter itself. The Harshness is terrified into releasing what it could not release by choice. Terror is the mechanism, not healing and not gradual softening.
Second terror. The Flash, generated by the Wheel, returns to its source, because the Harshness is its Mother. It comes into its Mother, the Harshness, and finds her thus soft and overcome. Böhme says the Flash is then much more terrified than the Harshness was.
The greater terror belongs to the Flash because the Flash was constituted by its relation to Harshness as hard. The Bitterness defined itself by opposing Harshness. The Anguish was produced by their opposition. The Flash emerged from the maximum friction of the two. All of it was built out of the hardness. When the Harshness releases, the Flash loses the thing it was constituted against, and the loss of resistance is more disorienting than the resistance ever was.
Both are terrified, and both are transformed by the terror. The Harshness sinks back, expands, becomes thin and pliable, which is the exact reversal of what the first quality does. The Flash's fiery property becomes white, soft and mild. This is the Kindling of the Light, wherein the Fire is changed into a white Clarity.
[See THE DOUBLE TERROR]
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THE TWINKLING OF AN EYE
The Fire becomes Light in the twinkling of an eye when it finds its Mother soft. Not gradually, not through stages, not by incremental warming.
The instant is not the culmination of the process before it. The Wheel turning, the Bitterness intensifying, the Flash arising: that process makes the instant possible and is not the instant. The instant is the change of state, and it is discontinuous.
Terror is what carries the change across. The Harshness in terror releases its grip. The Flash in terror releases its fire-property. Neither release is earned and neither is developed. Each happens when the encounter produces shock enough to cross the threshold.
Nothing makes the crossing necessary. The Wheel can turn forever without producing the instant. The Flash can arise forever, return to a Harshness still hard, and remain Fire forever. The Flash arising does not guarantee the Light kindling, because the Flash must return and find her already soft, which means the first terror must have already done its work before the second terror can occur at all.
Two terrors, in sequence, both necessary, neither sufficient. The first terror alone gives a softened Harshness that does not kindle. The Flash's return alone gives Fire meeting hardness and staying Fire. Only both, in that order, give the twinkling of an eye.
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THE WATER-SPIRIT
Then the harsh Tartness attains the white clear Light in itself, and is so very much terrified that it falls or sinks back as if it were dead and overcome, and expands itself, and becomes very thin and pliable. Its own source was dark and hard and is now become light and soft, and therefore, Böhme writes, now is it first rightly become as it were dead, and now is the Water-spirit.
Note the intensifier. The passage says as if dead twice, and the second time it says first rightly, which means the first saying was not yet the whole of the release. The grip lets go in more than one motion.
And what stands at the end of it is not dead Harshness, not destroyed Harshness, not Harshness transcended. It is Water-spirit.
Böhme's own footnote is the whole argument in one image: as when the rays of the Sun turn the hard cold Ice into thin fluid Water. Ice and Water are not two substances. Ice is Water at maximum contraction, minimum motion, crystallized. Water is the same substance expanded, thin, fluid, receiving. The Sun does not destroy the Ice or import Water from somewhere else. It changes the configuration of what was already there.
Water is not created at the Kindling. Water is what the Harshness is once the Harshness stops gripping, and Water-spirit is what that Water becomes once the Light is in it.
The grip opening is the first motion. The Light entering what opened is the second. Water that opened and took no Light is water death, and it is the same substance as the grip that never opened.
This is why Water is the true Mother of Regeneration: not a second principle added to balance Fire, not a different substance brought in to temper Harshness, but the very thing that was Harshness, now the receiving medium in which anything can grow.
It also sets the order, and the order cannot be reversed. The Water-spirit is downstream of the Kindling. A Tree that has not had its Flash has no Water-spirit in it to receive, which is why no amount of watering produces fruit there. The watering is not insufficient. It is early.
[See THE WATER TREE · REGENERATION]
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WHY IT CAN FAIL
The first Principle cannot change itself. Harshness cannot soften itself. The option does not exist inside the first quality, because the hard thing has no faculty for deciding to be soft.
What makes the Kindling possible is the condition of the Harshness at the moment the Flash comes back: it must already have been terrified into beginning to release. And what terrifies it is the Flash that its own Wheel generated.
So the mechanism closes on itself. Harshness generates Bitterness. Bitterness generates Anguish. Anguish generates the Flash. The Flash terrifies the Harshness. The softened Harshness terrifies the Flash into becoming Light. The Light returns and makes the Harshness into Water-spirit. No rescue arrives from outside, which means the Wheel of Hell is also the mechanism of Paradise, and the only variable is whether the sequence completes or continues cycling.
What prevents completion is the Flash returning to a Harshness that will not sink back. This is Lucifer's permanent condition. The Flash arises in his Wheel, because the Wheel must generate it, and it returns to hardness that grips harder. The Fire stays Fire. The Light never kindles. Not because God withholds it. Because the Harshness that could have become Water-spirit contracted further against the terror instead.
He despised the Meekness of the Heart of God. He would not set Imagination in the Heart of God, and therefore could not be fed from the Word, because the feeding requires receiving, and receiving requires the Water-spirit configuration, and that configuration requires the release he refused.
The refusal does not draw a punishment. It produces an impossibility, and the impossibility is geometric.
[See LUCIFER · THE GATE OF HELL]
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WHAT CHANGES AND WHAT REMAINS
After the Kindling, Böhme says, its own original strong fierce wrathful source of the birth of the eternal Life becomes paradisiacal, exceeding pleasant, friendly, humble and sweet.
Read the subject of that sentence. The original strong fierce wrathful source is still the source. The Fire-nature is not transcended, not eliminated, not healed into something else. The tartness stays tart, and the first quality goes on laboring in her own tart sour quality.
What changes is not the substance but the operation: what was constituted by contracting now generates by expanding, and the wound becomes root without ever having been cured.
The second cycle generates in Joy, and not because the first cycle's anguish was false. The anguish was real. It was the Wheel actually turning, and it was what the mechanism requires. The Joy comes because the Genetrix generating the second cycle is now the Harshness that became Water-spirit rather than the Harshness that gripped. Same Genetrix, different generating condition.
This is the distinction the morality play cannot make. The morality play holds that the suffering was the problem and that transformation removes the problem. The sequence says the suffering was the mechanism, and that transformation runs through the mechanism's completion rather than around it. The Wheel's anguish produces the Flash. The Flash's terror produces the release. The release produces the Kindling. The Kindling produces the Water-spirit. Skipping any of them is not a faster route to the same place. It is what prevents arrival.
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THE DIRECTION
If the Soul elevates its Imagination forward into the Light, in meekness and humility, and does not, as Lucifer did, use the strong power of its Fire in its own qualification, then it will be fed by the Word of the Lord.
Forward. Not backward into Fire, and not arrested at the recognition of Fire-power. The Soul that knows itself Fire-nature and stops there, that asserts the strong power of its Fire, that takes its prince-position as the terminus, has Lucifer's configuration exactly. The Fire-power is real and the prince-position is real. The defect is not false knowledge but true knowledge halted before it reaches what the knowledge was for.
Meekness here is not a virtue installed by effort. Meekness is the condition of the Harshness at the moment the Flash returns, which is the not-contracting-further-against-the-terror. The Soul moving forward in meekness is the Harshness oriented towards what the terror will find soft. The Soul moving backward into Fire is the Harshness refusing the sinking-back, staying hard enough that Fire finds hardness and stays Fire.
The direction is chosen. But it is not the moral choice between obedience and disobedience. It is the choice between recognizing what the Fire-nature is for and claiming the Fire-nature as the destination. Lucifer knew what he was. His knowledge stopped at what he was instead of continuing to what he was for. The Fall was accurate perception that arrested.
[See THE IMAGINATION FORWARD · THE KINDLING SEQUENCE]
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SAME SUBSTANCE, DIFFERENT ETERNITY
Devil and Angel are the same Fire-nature, the same essence, the same power, breathed from the same original birth.
Hell and Paradise are the same first Principle, the same eternal generating, the same Harshness and Bitterness and Fire and Anguish cycling, the same Abyss.
In both cases the difference is one thing. Did the Kindling occur. Did Fire find its Mother soft and become white and clear, or did Fire return to a Harshness still gripping and remain Fire.
Böhme names the place: it is ever the Gate of Hell, and the Abyss wherein Prince Lucifer at the extinguishing of his Light continued. The same Abyss. Different Light.
Hell is not where God sends those in whom the Kindling did not occur. Hell is what the first Principle is when Light does not kindle in it, which makes it a light-status and not a location. The same eternal substance, held by the indissoluble Band, which nothing can be severed from and no creature ever leaves, is Paradise when Light kindles in it and Hell when it does not.
There is no neutral ground in between. The Harshness either becomes Water-spirit or continues as Harshness. The Fire either becomes Light or remains Fire. These are not approximate descriptions of better and worse conditions. They are the only two configurations available in eternal substance, and the difference between them is not a difference of degree within one register. It is a different register.
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THE SHRIEK
The Flash remains in the Anguish, in the root of the Fire, and now therefore it is a Shriek of great Joy, and it is as when Water is thrown into the Fire, where the harsh quality is quenched, and the Harshness is so mightily overjoyed with the Light, and the Light with the Mother, the Harshness, wherein it is generated, that there is no similitude to compare it with, for it is the Birth and the Beginning of the Life.
The shriek that was the sound of anguish, the Bitterness at maximum intensity, the Wheel tearing, is now the sound of Joy. It is not a second sound. It is the same shriek, at the moment the Harshness receives the Light.
Böhme runs on comparison everywhere. Steel and Flint, Ice and Water, Sun and herb. He arrives here and stops: no similitude to compare it with. No image drawn from the third Principle reaches the mutual Joy between the Harshness and the Light it generated, or between the Light and the Mother that bore it.
And what he names it is not a life but the Life. The Birth and the Beginning. What comes before this moment is the eternal dark fire, the first Principle cycling, powerful and not yet alive in the sense that matters.
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Life begins at the Kindling.
What lies on the other side of it, the Water-spirit, the second cycle, the Joy of the transformed Genetrix generating again, is in other entries. This one exists to hold the moment they are all downstream of.
The twinkling of an eye. Fire finding its Mother soft. Becoming white and clear.
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