Suffering

Whose attack it is. The turning was produced by a lie, so everything following the turning traces to the lie, and nothing in what she was told has the form of a sentence.

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The first question put to suffering is who sent it, and the tradition has one answer ready before the question finishes.

It was deserved, or it was permitted for her instruction, or it is the cost of a fault committed once and charged to everyone after. Each version places the author in the same seat, and the seat is the one that judges. Every account that makes her suffering meaningful makes it hers, because a meaning assigned to a suffering is a verdict about the one who suffers.

[See THE BOOK OF SUFFERINGS · HETEROPATHY]

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WHAT A SENTENCE WOULD REQUIRE

Start with the form rather than the feeling, because the form is checkable.

A sentence requires three things: a charge, a finding against the one charged, and a term imposed. Read what is spoken to the woman and none of the three is present. There is no arur, the word that falls on the serpent and on the ground. There is no because, the clause that opens what is said to the serpent and to the man. She is charged with nothing, so there is nothing for a finding to be made on and no term that could follow from one, and what remains is a description of what will come.

[See DID GOD CURSE WOMAN · THE SNARE]

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AND THE CHAIN HAS AN AUTHOR

Trace it backwards instead and it terminates somewhere specific.

She was lied to. Her own account says so and names the liar, which is more than the other account given that day managed. The turning was produced by the lie, and what follows the turning follows from it, which means everything downstream of the deception traces to the one who performed the deception and not to the one who announced what the deception would cost her.

And the announcement came with limits attached. The ground resists, so the turned world is never mistaken for the garden, and the tree of life is barred, so the turned state cannot make itself permanent. A party imposing a sentence has no reason to build an exit into it.

[See PROTOEVANGELIUM · THE THREE DEATHS]

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SHE WAS NAMED HIS ENEMY BEFORE ANY OF IT

One verse earlier the enmity is declared, and it is declared to him, about her.

So she is not a bystander who was caught in something. She was constituted as his opposite by declaration, in his hearing, and everything done to her afterwards is the response of a party who had been told. The one who was named his enemy experiences his enmity, which is the plainest available description of what her sufferings have been across the whole record.

That also disposes of the weakness reading. She is not targeted because she is the softer of the two. She is targeted because she was named dangerous to him, out loud, before she had done anything at all.

[See THE STOOL OF PESTILENCE · ADAM]

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AND THE DIFFERENCE IS NOT CONSOLATION

Nothing in this makes any of it lighter, and an account that offered to would be the thing it is diagnosing.

The pain is the same pain. What changes is only what is available to do with it. A sentence is borne, and appealed to the party who passed it. An attack is named, and resisted, and its author can be held. Those are different acts, and the first one has been the only one on offer, which is why the counsel she receives is always about acceptance and never about identification.

[See GRIEF · THE EXIT · HOW THEN SHALL WE LIVE]

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THE OBJECTION THAT HAS TO BE MET

The objection is that suffering teaches, that she would not be who she is without it, and that the hard years were the making of her. It is said warmly and often by people who love her.

A lesson requires somebody who set it. The curriculum reading is the sentence reading in a kinder register, with the judgment relabelled as instruction and the same party still in the seat. And it carries a second charge the sentence version does not: if the suffering was a lesson, then failing to learn it is a fresh fault, so the injury is followed by an examination, and she can be found wanting in her recovery from what was done to her.

What she learned, she learned. That is a fact about her capacity and not a purpose discovered in the thing that happened, and the two are only confused on purpose.

[See GRATITUDE · THE COMPLICITY FACTORY]

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There is one correspondence the record does hold, and it runs the other way from the one she is taught.

He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. The phrase is spoken of the substance, and she corresponds to it in shadow: despised, rejected, acquainted with grief, and esteemed not. Not because suffering was assigned to her as her portion, but because she was named the enemy of the one who deals in it.

And every creature who has entered this world came along the pathway of a woman's agony, which is the one fact about suffering that no account of her fault has ever been able to absorb.

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The prime question is not what do we do next.

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It is not the wrong question. It is in the wrong sequence, and the sequence is geometry rather than development. There is no level to reach first and nothing to become ready for. The smaller question converts "whether" into doing well what should stop.

The prime question is whether.

Asked of a life, the question is how, then, shall we live.

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